Always Hungry

Yo omg lately I feel like I’m hungry od for no reason. I feel like that 1st 2months of college where I barely ate and was always stressed out is coming back to haunt me. Ma dude my stomach growls even when I just ate, what the heck?!. But seriously I always feel hungry and I just keep drinking those Jamba and they burning a hole in my pockets. My sis. Was cracking on me about the freshman 15, which by the way is not happening cause I don’t just sit around not exercising, don’t get it twisted… but seriously I don’t eat breakfast so by 11 I’m in desperate need for food, so I go mad hard on lunch cause I often head home too late to make dinner. I obviously have not gotten the hang of adding food to my schedule, well at least properly to my schedule instead of eating breakfast lunch and dinner all at once. I seriously miss my dad’s home cooked meals, and Utah for some reason has none of the seasonings I’m use to back in NYC, that’s another issue, the food is not the same, it taste different. I love chicken, so I cook chicken and the seasonings out here make it okay but definitely not great. Where’s my Jamaican seasoning??  you have them in NYC but not here…. So lame!… that’s probably why I’m always hungry too, I’m not motivated to cook, which I’m still learning by the way, but it’s just so different. My sis. said I should just experiment with the different spices. I do!.. ok well a little, okay ,okay only randomly, but seriously can you blame me!! Try some Jamaican spices and u’ll get my drift. It’s like going from a five star restaurant to one and a half…lol.. that was kind of mean but you see my frustration… all I’ve eaten for this month is mostly junk and I hate it…I miss my dad's curry chicken, brown stew chicken all the good stuff... I can’t wait for him to send me some real seasonings from NYC by next month, this is too crazy… oh and what the heck no Jamaican hot sauce, I’m in the twilight zone, this is craziness… A girl has got to eat, and it needs to be spicy! Y? cause I like spicy!